There goes my life [entries|friends|calendar] Angel Longstaffe [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[05 Jun 2007|01:20am] glad that you can forgive only hoping as time goes you can forget.

[04 Jun 2007|01:09am] Your words are my food, your breath my wine. You are everything to me

[02 Jun 2007|11:28pm] We went to the forks yesterday. It was beautiful outside. Pic a Pop. Pocky. I haven't had any of those in forever. We hung out a bit before he went to his lake. I didn't want him to leave. Leslie and Ilja came over and brought me food. It's sad I know but I have no way of getting the money for the food. They have my bank card. My fridge was disgusting; threw out more than half the stuff in there. Hung out with Ryan at VG fair. fights. bear mase. People need to grow up. My sister is singing in another competition today. Him and I are spending time together after I finish work.

[02 Jun 2007|06:15pm] I have the most amazing people in my life.

[31 May 2007|12:45am] My iron is low again. I have to get bloodwork done and take pills for the next while.

[29 May 2007|10:11am] just let it go.

[28 May 2007|03:04am] I'm getting my own apartment; very soon.

[26 May 2007|03:11am] Pirates of The Carribbean: At World's End I'm speechless it was so amazing. I saw it with Cam, Kelsey, Ryan, Corey and Chris. Andrea and Reese were also there. Him and I hung out afterwards. He makes me so happy. I've never felt this way before every mintue feels like true bliss when I'm with you.

[24 May 2007|11:34pm] Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. I've found my place here in the world. Its here in your arms and I dont ever want to leave. We're hanging out again tomorrow. Something that I look forward too.

[23 May 2007|09:49pm] [ music | Fiona Apple ] Today was eventful. doctors & a blood test. I hate needles. Hopefully I'll find out what is making me this sick. Him and I hung out. Both big fans of Johnny Depp. Our favourite movie of his: Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas Watched the Secret Window at his house. cuddling (: We're hanging out again this weekend. Allison and I later that evening went and saw Feist play. It was good and I enjoyed myself alot. Her music is what I fall asleep to every night. I'm so happy right now. Things couldn't be better.

[21 May 2007|08:54pm] [ music | We Are The Fury ] I've been real sick for the past two and a half weeks. Medicine isn't helping. My body can't seem to handle it. So far I've thrown up from coughing, passed out and lost my voice. Eyes and head are burning. my nose is runny and clogged. My throat is sore and feels like it's going to close up. Coughing, sneezing, coughing, sneezing. This week is going to be real easy. The Used album tomorrow. Feist on Wednesday. Somebody get me a doctor, please.

[20 May 2007|08:57pm] Come on baby, when will you see 'Cause you and I were meant to be And know I got my target on track Baby you should know that I'm so good at that Cleaning. Organizing. Laundry. Life was so much easier when I lived with my mom. Living on your own is tough, especially when you have a messy roommate who doesn't clean up after themselves and you're stuck doing it. Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. This was the best epidsode yet. I cried so much during this one. Ty Peddington is my hero, for helping so many families in need and the fact that he's willing to build them an entire new (& extravagant) home and go to great extents to do special things for them makes me love him even more. If you missed me so much; Why didn't you come back to me when you had the chance? Graduation is coming up fast. I'm not ready...yet. Run to where you want, run to where you want I am gonna find you There aint no distance far enough My love's gonna find you Run to where you want, run to where you want One day I'll remind you There aint no engine fast enough My love's gonna catch you

[19 May 2007|05:46pm] It's like I can read people's minds. Where I'll think of something and the second afterwards that person will say or do what I was thinking. It could be the most random thing in the entire world and they would do it. It's been happening way to frequently for me. Maybe I find things in the world to be way too predicting. Some other odd things happen too. A couple nights ago I was walking home from work (11:00pm) and a weird thought came to my head. "it would be creepy if I came to my house and some person is just sitting there on the steps" I laughed to myself about it thinking how strange that thought was. Clearly it was not cause someone was sitting on my steps when I got home. or just yesterday when I thought about how I've never seen a nun in real life before. can you predict what came next? I went to go catch the bus to get to St. Vital and there crossing the street was a nun. I will never understand what goes on in my mind.

[18 May 2007|11:32pm] [ music | Feist ] what is wrong with this brain of mine? I do so many things that I regret alot later on. The cold heart will burst If mistrusted first And a calm heart will break When given a shake I hung out with Mel today. Shopping & Hot Fuzz.

[17 May 2007|11:14am] [ music | Fiona Apple ] Confession: I've had a 'crush' on a guy named Chris since the beginning of grade 10.

[16 May 2007|02:18pm] [ music | Tori Amos ] I feel like a fool now getting close to you that night. I dont know why I did but for whatever reason it was I'm hating myself for it. All those promises and words that slip past your lips are just lies. That's all; but I get in my head that you actually mean those things; which in the end I feel used cause you never talk to me again until you feel the need. I promise to myself to never let that happen from now on. I'm done with your lies.

[13 May 2007|03:08pm] 1 2 3 4 tell me that you love me more.

[08 May 2007|08:45pm] [ music | Bjork ] Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. I will not be using this site anymore.

[07 May 2007|09:56pm] [ music | Weezer ] add my new myspace I can't sleep again. seems to be an on and off situation. My throat is hurting, I think I'm sick. No more late night walks for me. The job I have makes me feel horrible. I can't stand being around meat anymore. ....and those two guys who come in all the time; they're so creepy. Criss Angel was on Oprah today. He's amazing. I would love to meet him one day. Some guy at Lisa's work is interested in me. His name is Todd & he's pretty damn cute. Him and I were texting each other while I was at work. :) Don't sweat the small stuff honey.

[06 May 2007|12:05pm] [ music | India Arie ] I love the smoothness of India Arie's voice. grapefruit&honey. green tea. peta package came in the mail today. I feel like I'm making a difference already. Watched Much Talks: Body Image I dont understand this place at all. We live in a world of imagination. When I look in the mirror and the only one there is me Every freckle on my face is where it’s suppose to be And I know my creator didn’t make no mistakes on me My feet, my thighs, my Lips, my eyes, I’m loving what I see

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]